So, yeah. I’ve been meaning to post, like every week since my last post, but couldn’t really get myself to do it. I guess it’s been a bit of a low time for me. The thing about my bipolar mood changes is that I’m the last person to notice them, so I don’t know how long really I’ve been down.
But, on the up, and down, side, I’ve kept up with my latest obsession. Comics! I’ve spent way more than I probably should have. I don’t know how much I’ve actually spent, I haven’t really kept track of it, but I know I bought at least $900 worth of comics since the last post, maybe more. I keep trying to talk myself into stopping, but there’s always “just one more” for me to buy.
I’ve also been trying to keep myself going along with the electronics and game dev interests too, but they feel like so much hard work right now. That’s probably the depression talking. I pretty much just spend my days working, then napping. Comics are something I can do without a ton of extra moving, but the other two take much more brain and energy, and I can’t muster that right now.
I keep hoping to flip the other direction, but I don’t really have control over that. I’ve tried skipping some meds to help alter my brain, but I just end up getting the brain zaps. And while they can be a little fun at first, when I start feeling them in my lips and can’t keep balance I know it’s time to take my meds again.
I’ll try to post again soon. Wish me luck.
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